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I WANT to feel your hands hitting me hard. I WANT to feel you warm my skin with your urine. I don't want this from being disobedient, I want it just because. I want it because i like it. Really I love it and I know you enjoy it as well. I like wondering what you have planned. The excitement. The adrenaline. The fear of not knowing but at the same time knowing I am safe. I love how you hold me afterwards. Stroking my hair and kissing my lips. Smiling and taking pictures of my fiery red ass. :)
Recovering....
I prepare the shower for us and continue to serve you. Washing you. I smile when I clean the areas that would normally be hard for you to reach. I spend a little extra time there. I don't mind taking care of you in that way. It pleases me. Taking care of you in any way. Supporting you. Being there when I can. Not because of any benefits to myself but because I want to. <3 <3

Hungry

Served up the way a King is supposed to be. Feeling you grow in my mouth. The harder you get the wetter Ms Kitty gets. The wetter my mouth gets. Feed me.

I am his and I WILL obey.
There are times when I feel defiant. There are times when I feel sassy. I play and joke but I never want to humiliate him in private or in public. Bottom line I respect him. I listen and digest all that he says to me. Even though sometimes it may seem like I'm not getting it or I missed something. When actually that is not the case.
I know what I am and what I am not. I know what role I have and the ones that I don't. I know that I am his and I know that I will obey.

I enjoy his surprise visits. Actually I think he only surprised me a few times because once he starts giving me instructions, I pretty much conclude that he is on his way. Last week he surprised me by calling and saying open the door. I didn't think I would see him this past weekend but I was excited when I found out he was on his way. I think I was getting spoiled seeing him 2 or more days out of a week weekends were kinda like oh, I know that we will be chilling together. So I was kinda bummed when I thought this weekend would be different. It all worked out tho :D I was super excited. I already knew the next time I saw him would be an intense session. I didn't know how awesome it would be. I should have known. It had been a while since we last had a session that intense. I enjoyed every bit. The entire day was wonderful.

I am thankful for Him.

It just one of those moments where I don't want any roughness. No degradation, no humiliation, no sex. Just hugs. Strong arms wrapped around me. Feeling his breath tickle my air. Words of comfort believed. My heart eased and knowing it will all wi work out.

Inside of His mind

I wonder what King is thinking sometimes. I gather information from what He shares. When we are together, I focus on the now and enjoy the time that we have. Then when I'm sitting at home, I start thinking again...