Limbo

Getting tired of this position that I'm in.

Today was a good day. 

Being unhappy with or how you feel about yourself is a sure way to jack up your mood.  No one can say or do anything to change that. 

Pft, the waterworks.  Gospel music brings on more tears. 

All I want to do is lose weight and go on a vacation.  I didn’t think it would be so hard to achieve either of these but seems like the more I put effort into it the further the goal seems to be.

So bogus!!!

The Perception of my Reflection

I feel like some shit. Poo!

I want to be back to feeling beautiful and feeling sexy. Disregarding what others think or say about my physical, I want to feel like it. 

Far away

The distance freaking sucks. 

I don't even know where to begin.

To he continued......

This has been a busy time the past couple of weeks. Productive but very busy. At the end of the day I feel fulfillment from all that I have done with only one thing left to do; get in the bed. My reading has been limited.  At the end of my night and when I awake my thoughts are of Him. I miss Him terribly.