Swinger

My Master is a swinger and I accept that. When Master says He is horny, I as a slave am frustrated because I am not there to serve Him. I am also frustrated when these broads He fucks still leave Him horny and again I am unable to be there to fix what they have not done. Master pretty much tells me everything so I know when He has been when someone else. Sometimes my sixth sense let's me know before He even tells me. I told Master bout about this last night and how majority of the time when I thought He was fucking He told me the next day that He was. He laughed at my comment. I guess the reason that I am writing this blog is to say I understood Master's lifestyle before He became my Master before He became my Dom. I have my moments when I get jealous when He is with someone else but majority of the time I just want Him to be happy. I just want Him to be COMPLETELY satisfied rather I am there or not. At times I suppose that it is difficult for Him to be satisfied when Master says He specifically wants His slave. I know His full satisfaction will not be received until I am there and He can physically Dominate me. Till He can pee on me, train me, and fist me. Do as He wishes with me; to His slave, His property.

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Not Enough (11/5/2010)

I had fun this weekend, matter fact I have remnants of a hangover. Let's see where to start.

Saw For Colored Girls with my inlaws. Great movie a must see. I was really missing Daddy and was texting Him till the lights went off. I couldn't stop thinking of Him and it didn't help that the movie was based in NY. So yeah, I thought of my Dom throughout the entire movie.

I think every one has a freak in them it just has to be let out. Now my husband supposed to be showing his freaky side. He decides to take me to a lifestyle/social club. We had fun but again I don't know how many times I thought of Daddy last night jus wishing I cud have been there wit him instead. He kept trying to push me on to other girls in the club. These chicks kept grabbing on my ass saying how they wanted me. What the fuck!! I'm not gonna be with abybody unless my Daddy knows bout it. He picks my girls.

So naturally I was horny and just had to feel the sensation. Daddy said I could cum only if my husband made me. Last night my main goal was for him to bust a nut before me. Mission accomplished time to go home. I'm saving my O for Daddy. I want to bust on Him and see the rainbow.
All in all the club was a nice experience. I wouldn't mind going back though just to have something to do. I just think those broads were on me because I was a newbie.
Sigh,I miss Daddy so much maybe we will go out the next time I go see Him and I can REALLY enjoy myself. Just going out and having fun was just not enough for me. I was not completely satisfied. After all the excitement wore off I just wanted more. I just wanted my Daddy.
After reading this blog i realized my thoughts are all over the place. I'm going to post it anyway.

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