A Good Day

Just sitting here thinking about my Dom.  Thinking about how much i appreciate Him and care about Him.  Today ended up being a good day.  i struggled through the early hours because ms. kitty wanted to get out of control but after talking to Daddy, i meditated, took a walk and was at peace.  The rest of the day flew right on by.  Tonight i will go to the gym and work out and do some cardio, practice on some breathing techniques.  i'm not going to over strain myself just starting out but i do want to get to get into a routine and become consistent with just going.  Gotta work of the rest of this baby weight and tighten it up.  i'm also gonna have to hit my (sub) sister up to see how her day went.  i am really at peace right now and i want this feeling to last for the rest of the day when i get home with the fam.  Let's see.

Friday, October 22, 2010

This date, this stamp in time will be remembered.  This is the day that I have been waiting for the past few weeks.  Today I am meeting the man that I am giving myself to.  The man that I trust with my fears and insecurities.

Today is the beginning of my weekend training. This weekend I will open up and be myself completely. I will be humble and I am ready to learn and grow with my Dom.

It feels like such a long wait but patience was necessary.  I’m like a new college student ready to learn and looking forward to the experiences that await me.  I am so excited to finally see him, feel him.  To hear his voice and watch his lips move as the words come out. To put a smile on his face because he likes what he sees in front of him.  I feel like I am being reunited with a loved one that I lost connection with in the past and I am eager to start over and rebuild.

I want to get a better understanding of this lifestyle and be able to put all my readings into perspective and relate with my own experiences which I will later share.

Although I may not get an answer so soon; I want to understand the reason for our connection and our overall purpose for coming together.