Everyone Has A Limit

You left nothing but space and opportunity. Unprotected, open, and alone. Now I'm gone.

Friday, October 22, 2010

This date, this stamp in time will be remembered.  This is the day that I have been waiting for the past few weeks.  Today I am meeting the man that I am giving myself to.  The man that I trust with my fears and insecurities.

Today is the beginning of my weekend training. This weekend I will open up and be myself completely. I will be humble and I am ready to learn and grow with my Dom.

It feels like such a long wait but patience was necessary.  I’m like a new college student ready to learn and looking forward to the experiences that await me.  I am so excited to finally see him, feel him.  To hear his voice and watch his lips move as the words come out. To put a smile on his face because he likes what he sees in front of him.  I feel like I am being reunited with a loved one that I lost connection with in the past and I am eager to start over and rebuild.

I want to get a better understanding of this lifestyle and be able to put all my readings into perspective and relate with my own experiences which I will later share.

Although I may not get an answer so soon; I want to understand the reason for our connection and our overall purpose for coming together.