No words

I am so busy at work right now but hey, when am I never busy.  I have to make this diary entry like right now.

I’m sitting here on the toilet at work lubed up pushing my plug in my ass and texting Daddy.  Yes I can multi-task.  And then it happened.  But first let me explain this Evo phone, when you receive a text message only the first line comes across your screen and you have to open the inbox to read the rest of the message.  So when I see “It has been a pleasure” my mind started racing I immediately started to think OMG it’s been a pleasure BUT.  You know what that but means I don’t even have to explain what bad things are said after but.  Wait a minute there was no BUT, my mind is moving to fast.  I slow down and open the inbox and read the rest of the message.  I feel the tears form behind my eyes.  I take deep breaths and continue reading.  While sitting here holding my phone in one hand and my plug in the other I noticed my hands were shaking.  I am really emotional right now but this is good.  I smile.

I can hardly wait till the next time my Master asks for me to come back up to Him.  Yes, I said Master. <bites bottom lip, tears>  I am still shaking, I can feel my heart through my chest.  I can’t believe my body is reacting like this.  I can’t even explain, there are no words to explain.  Just facial expressions, tears, and shaky hands. 

I push the plug, in send my Master a pic and go to my desk to let my emotions take over.

Whippany, NJ

Good is good, great is great and then there is amazing. That is the feeling I had this weekend. Daddy and I had so much fun together. We talked, we laughed, and we ate. We understand one another, we appreciate one another. We learned from one another. When he talks I listen and learn. I respect his mind, his thoughts. Thinking of him now puts a smile on my face.
I trust him with all of me. Mind soul and body. My body Mmm Mmm Mmm. Daddy made my body experience pleasures I never have and never thought I could reach. (sigh) I wish daddy's hands were on my body right now. Got to stay focused. Daddy took care of me. I wanted to please daddy and make him proud of me. Whatever daddy's desires were I fulfilled them when he allowed me too. My toes are curling right now from the memories. (deep exhale)
I want to make sure daddy has and is taken care of. I want daddy to be happy so much that when I took a shower I dried my body with a small hand towel so that my daddy could have the last large one. I don't think he knew all of that but he knows now once he reads this.
I was sad when it was time for me to leave, knowing I would not be able to give daddy ALL of me. My body longs to fulfill all of daddy's desires til the next time that I see him. I hope real soon but until then he has my mind and soul.
One more thing. Where the hell is Whippany, New Jersey. LOL I'll never forget it.

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