Session (something new)

Laying here in bed and I am sore. It is odd it feels as if the skin that rubs against my bone is hurting me, when I sit or when I move my thigh :)
As always I get mad at myself for running. Knowing good and well that after He is finished using me I want more.
Ms. Kitty took it all, I was really surprised when it all came about I never do know what to expect with Him.
Wow! My body felt so limp but if He wanted to use me more I would be ready. Having my pussy fisted for the first time was a painful and amazing experience. I remember feeling pain, hardness, and pressure.
Master told me to get in the tub kneel down. My first thought I thought He would push my head under the water but when I felt the lukewarm water I said to myself He is just washing me off. Silly me. That water went from warm to cold and each time He covered me with water it felt like it got colder. Master caned and spanked my cold wet ass. More water. It was so cold. Reminds me of a humiliating moment I never wrote about.
More stinging, nowhere to run just face the wall and endure it. Then Master stopped, I felt Him grab my hair and put it up in a ponytail so that it wouldn't get wet by the water. So sweet made me smile. After getting out of the tub I dried, I crawled to Master. He positioned me on the bed. Feeling the cane hit my damp skin was worst than it being hit under the cold water. My skin hurt so bad. Master caned my clit. When I control my breathing I always enjoy this type of pain.
The day would not be complete if Black Bitch didn't make an appearance. Stuffed to make my ass gape to His liking. Being used to His satisfaction.
Master allowed me to have multiple orgasms without fucking me. I was thankful to be used. Thankful to take all of His fist inside of me. Thankful for the pain I received.

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6 days until....

So yesterday I looked at a sluts tumblr page from this weekend. She had another gang bang and a bukake. Her writings always get me wet. I layed there imagining myself in that situation and how I would perform. I sent Master a text if He still desires for me to have a gang bang or bukake. He said yes He would give me one.
Today Master text me my gang bang is this weekend. What! Wow! Already that was fast. I'm nervous. Excited but nervous. Whoa I hope I can withstand all the cocks that will be thrown my way. Opening all my holes. I really have to focus on my meditations. I need to work on my stamina hit the gym. I need my nails and feet done. Shit, so much to do in only a week. Damn I hope this snow don't throw my schedule off track. I was thinking bout getting my hair done. No point I'll just wrap it. It's really growing I'll eventually be cutting it. Too bad.
Anyways I have to be ob point make Master proud. I have no idea what to wear. Errr ummm or not I don't know. Shoes! Shoes! Shoes! I just need some sexy shoes. Damn why haven't I found those red pumps yet. I will ask Master what He wants even down to my polish color. I want to make Him pleased with everything that I do.*Sigh* The countdown begins.

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DRIP DRIP DRIP! CLIP CLIP CLIP! BREATH BREATH BREATH! KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!

Last night was one of the the trainings that I had to move slowly and really get my mind set right.  I had to practice my breathing.  My Dom wanted me to continue with my clips and double penetration training. 

While visting my aunt I sent Daddy a text to let Him know that I was thinking about Him.  He asked if I had my clips and I told Him that yes I had my bag.  I listened and grabbed my bag and went into the bathroom ready to conquer my task.  As instructed I began massaging my nipples and they started to leak, drip drip drip. I kept massaging and my left nipple squirted me in the eye.  O-kay. CLIP! On goes the binder clip.  I felt the pain but it was easy to focus off of the pain.  Now came the time to put the clips onto my vagina. Clipping my vulva and labia together. Put one clip on, took it back off.  BREATH. Put one clip on, took it back off.  The entire time I'm texting my Dom letting him know exactly what I am doing.  I think He was upset with me because I kept taking the clips off. But with His help and His words I was able to focus and get my mind in a place that it needed to be.  Put one clip on. CLIP!  Now the other CLIP!  I feel tightness, my skin around my clit is pulled so much my clit is tingling.  My legs are shaking, I'm breathing...what am I doing lamas.  This isn't labor I've been through labor twice. I can do this.  Breath, Breath, Breath. Grabs phone.  I begin to rub on my clit.  Mmmmm, all pain immediately left my mind.  this feels SO GOOD.  Deep Exhale.. KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK! someone has to use the bathroom  <squeech> 

...........TO BE CONTINUED

Sad Little Puppy

i am feeling so blah right now.  2 days ago i was on top of the world now i am just here.  Things were a lot easier when my husband didn’t care one bit what i did or where i was going.  Now that he knows what i want he is acting like I-spy or some shit.  i just want to do me but i guess that is not what marriage is about. i didn’t think in a marriage i would be so sexually deprived. 

i want sooo much to just be with my Daddy and to be everything for Him. i don’t want Him to want for anything.  It kills me knowing that i cant be there at his call.  When Daddy told me He needed me i jumped on the highway to go see him.  i just wanted to suck and drain all the nut out and leave his scrotum empty.  i was mad at myself for not doing my training and caused myself to be on punishment.  Because i was on punishment i couldn’t sit on Daddy’s dick and get ALL His cum out.  If i had been a good girl i would have been able to take care of Him when He needed me but we both knew that if He was inside me i would have came and He could not go back on His word and let me off punishment.  i learned my lesson i won’t go off training again.  i’ve been holding this nut for days now and i can’t wait till this week is up.    Gosh i’m gonna fuck the shit out my toy, i swear i hope i don’t break it. 

Damn i wanted to cum this morning.  My husband got lucky, i was actually into him n wanted him to touch me. Why couldn’t he succeed and get this nut out (why did i even bother). i’m gonna hit that gym hard today. i’m gonna have to throw myself into my work to keep my mind of my pussy. (sigh) just writing this blog is making my pussy throb more and more. i'm still counting down the days.