My First Time

When He grabbed me and whispered in my ear what He was going to do to me, my eyes widened and all I could say was yes Daddy. I knew it was coming but I was not expecting Him to remind me of all the punishments past I was going to get.
Silly of me to think Master lead me into the bathroom to shower away the dirt from my long bus ride. Now I know with water comes wet skin and even after I dry off my skin is still damp. Perfect skin for a good caning.
BASTINADO, I do not like but I deserve it. Deserve it for acting like I was in control. Only a few licks and feeling the rope tighten and pulled around my neck were enough for me to get my shit together. A few licks was what I needed to get my mind right get my breathing together and focus less on the pain and more on what I was told to do. In and out of focus I buried my head in the bed and gripped the sheets. As I opened my eyes and turned my head everything changed. At that moment I felt like a beast, His beast. Being an obedient pet obeying His command. Listening to His voice as I was told, complying, not moving from my position. With each hit I stared at how beautiful He was. How hard He was and how much He leaked. With each hit I saw that He liked and my mouth began to water. He fed His pet while continuously caning her. I heard it, I felt it, my body accepted it. I wanted my flesh to bleed. I wanted to open my legs and feel a strike against my pussy. I didn't want Him to stop but He did. My ass was on fire and I felt the heat even more when the blows began to come from His hand.(I want to cum right now). I never felt this before. I felt like I was watching myself. I felt the hits but the pain didn't bother me. I was just hungry and I continued to enjoy all that He was giving and I enjoyed it. I thanked Him for getting me to this point.
Now that was the short story to my first time reaching subspace.
Through Him I grow He is my sculptor and has the best in mind for me. He says I am His queen but yet I feel I have much more to work towards before I can be crowned. Every queen is beside her king. Every slave kneels by their Master. Every woman is the support for her man. Greatness is what I seek and the path of enlightenment is what I pursue. Growth is what we all need. I have grown, He has grown, W/we have grown together and I wouldn't want it any other way.

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Only 186 miles away

Laying in this KING sized bed sometimes I feel so alone. As long as I keep my eyes closed and the memories flowing I will be alright. You have my spirit and my mind. Yes the first thought when I rise and the last thought before I go to sleep. My dreams are filled with You even the ones I don’t remember. Nothing tangible for me to squeeze or caress. Just the last touch, the last kiss, the last spanking, and tug of my hair. The last word spoken always is you. The last embrace, the last whiff of You. I hold onto it all. On nights like this when I wish…You come to me traveling ∞ speeds on a breeze then get to my window and slooowly drift by me. I take You all in. I remember. I remember that next time I will store all these moments in my chestbox of treasures to pull out on nights like this.

Session (something new)

Laying here in bed and I am sore. It is odd it feels as if the skin that rubs against my bone is hurting me, when I sit or when I move my thigh :)
As always I get mad at myself for running. Knowing good and well that after He is finished using me I want more.
Ms. Kitty took it all, I was really surprised when it all came about I never do know what to expect with Him.
Wow! My body felt so limp but if He wanted to use me more I would be ready. Having my pussy fisted for the first time was a painful and amazing experience. I remember feeling pain, hardness, and pressure.
Master told me to get in the tub kneel down. My first thought I thought He would push my head under the water but when I felt the lukewarm water I said to myself He is just washing me off. Silly me. That water went from warm to cold and each time He covered me with water it felt like it got colder. Master caned and spanked my cold wet ass. More water. It was so cold. Reminds me of a humiliating moment I never wrote about.
More stinging, nowhere to run just face the wall and endure it. Then Master stopped, I felt Him grab my hair and put it up in a ponytail so that it wouldn't get wet by the water. So sweet made me smile. After getting out of the tub I dried, I crawled to Master. He positioned me on the bed. Feeling the cane hit my damp skin was worst than it being hit under the cold water. My skin hurt so bad. Master caned my clit. When I control my breathing I always enjoy this type of pain.
The day would not be complete if Black Bitch didn't make an appearance. Stuffed to make my ass gape to His liking. Being used to His satisfaction.
Master allowed me to have multiple orgasms without fucking me. I was thankful to be used. Thankful to take all of His fist inside of me. Thankful for the pain I received.

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I feel what He sees

Kneeling in front of Him looking down. I feel His eyes on me. His slave. Just waiting.
He brushes my hair back with His hand.
I feel beautiful.

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