Showing posts with label punishment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label punishment. Show all posts

Monday, May 9, 2011

Punishment

Well day 3 and my ass is still sore. I deserve to feel more pain than what I am feeling but the memory is still there.

...I controlled my breathing like I had been training and I don't know how many strikes later I felt a gush of wetness between my legs. At that moment each lick was pleasurable until I lost my focus and the pain was there again. Thinking about the pleasure makes my pussy tingle.

It hurt at first but I think my anticipation and not knowing how much I could take made it worst. What really made it worst was running. When Master bound me with that pretty red rope I didn't run, I couldn't. Tight around my neck I couldn't go nowhere. Black bitch widening His hole making me take it.
Being bound excited me more and when the cane met my skin my body responded as if I was being fucked. My pussy was soaked. I lost my focus and started thinking how wet my pussy was and then I felt the pain again.
I wanted to make Master happy and stop squirming and just take it. Accept my punishment.
Thank You.
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Sunday, May 8, 2011

Fuck! (your ass is grass)

I forgot my bag yesterday and as soon as I realized what I had done I looked at Master and let the words out. What bag He asked *silence*
I'm really stuck on stupid and I keep thinking about that cane in the car. At this point I can't even hold a conversation all I can say is I can't believe I forgot my bag. The bag I've been carrying with me everywhere I go for the past seven months with all the items Master tells me to put in it, dildos, plugs, pins, bullets, everything. Of all days to forget, I forget when Master arrives. No excuses;I don't even have one.
Trying not to think of what Master has in store for me is real hard. It doesn't matter at this point. I deserve it. I deserve to be punished for forgetting and for having so much time in between the last time Master saw me. My mind is racing trying to figure out if He will take it easy on me since it is my first time. It's been a few weeks since the the last time I was punished but then I remembered, there is no way I will ever forget those rubber bands.

He keeps smiling but I already know. *nervous grin*
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Saturday, February 12, 2011

Misbehaving 02/10/2011

Lately I have been...umm mouthy! Not intentionally just the fact that I am getting too comfortable and forgetting my place when speaking with Master. I need to correct that. I thought a lot of my actions yesterday and the consequences. Punishment and if it continues being a slave with no Master *gasps* the ultimate worst. That was not my first warning :( I have to remember who I am talking to and stop "talking back" and do as I am told. Everything Master tells me to do has a purpose. I know that, I have to remember that, and I have to act like it.
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Monday, December 13, 2010

Black Bitch "A Love Hate Relationship" 12/7/2010

So yesterday I got my new plug. Its bigger than my pink one but Daddy says it is time for me to move up a size.  I'm excited and ready to stretch my ass and make it gap for Daddy. 
First thing in the morning getting ready for work Daddy wants me to put my pink plug in until I get to work.  I get to work and leave the plug in. Almost made it to the middle of the day then my ass started to push the plug out.  I let Daddy know and gave me permission to remove the plug.  Daddy said it is time for me to start my training and wants me to go to the bathroom with my bag.  I complete my tasks with my pins and rubber bands.  My clit really enjoys being pinned.  Daddy says it is okay for me to go get my lunch. Chipotle.  I get back and get ready to eat my lunch. *looks at phone* Daddy wants to know where my new plug is. With me of course, so I grab it and head to the bathroom leaving my yummy Chipotle behind. Dag I didnt' even get one bite.
My task is to put the new black plug in and pull it out. I'm so excited I want to please Daddy and send Him a pic showing that I have completed my task.  I lube up and start to work the plug in. <time passes>  Hmm, this is taking longer than I thought. I told Daddy that I am still working the plug in so that He knows that I did not give up on my task. I send Him a pic to show Him the progress that I have made but it still wasn't all the way in. I tried pushing the plug but I continuously had no success. <time passes> I've been in this bathroom for a minute I know my supervisor probably wondering where I am.  Oww, my arm and wrist really hurts from pushing so much.  I sat on the side of the toilet pushed up against the stall. While all the time having to deal wit these folks coming in the bathroom dropping it like its hot.  Whatever I blocked them out, I just don't want to drop my plug and have it roll next to somebody's feet.  Still pushing, I just need a little bit more time to work it in. <time passes> battery flashing red what to do! what to do! Why did I just do that.  I had the audacity to ask if I could take a rest to charge my phone, eat, and rest my wrist.  WTF was I thinking, I should have known that was not going to fly. Daddy gave me a time to push it ALL in and before I knew it Time Was Up.  I receive my punishment.  I accept it. I thank Daddy for it.
Why is this happening to me, I really tried to please Him and complete my task.  Oww my shoulder blades are sore all because of this fucking plug.  I'm starting to think that I am not physically capable of putting it in.  That would mean that I am weak.  Hmph never that.  Daddy is disappointed in me because there is no reason why I should not have been able to put that plug in with all the anal training I have had.  I don't like this feeling.  I don't like feeling like I was not able to give Him what He needed unable to conquer a task and feel self gratification.  I head back to my desk and charge my phone for a bit.  Since I lost some privileges I decided to do some copying and filing so I wouldn't look like a crazy person standing at my desk trying to type.
Sigh, 4:30 I see everyone already left work.  Too bad I came late today so I have more time to kill. Hey, I'll take advantage of the situation.  The bathroom should be empty now.  Maybe if I complete this task Daddy will be pleased when He receives the picture.  Great, the bathroom is empty.  I take of my pants lube up get on the floor and try to push the black plug in.  What! Still no fucking success.  I keep working and working.  Daddy asked what I was doing.  I told Him I was still trying to complete my task.  I am really persistent and I don't like giving up.  I am on this bathroom floor on my hands and knees with my cheek on the ground trying to stuff an anal plug in my ass.  That pic would have made a good post card for "The Things Done At Work".  I just hope that the janitor sanitizes the floor everyday.  I'll survive. Still no success.  Time to go home.
I tried a few more times before going to bed but of course, No Success. Bitch!! I'm sore, I feel like I need a chiropractor and I think I have carpels tunnel in my right wrist.  I complete my punishment and go to bed.

Wake up, nothing new no progress, the only thing that has changed is my feelings towards this black bitch.  Why couldn't she just be where I wanted her to be.  IN MY ASS! Bitch!  I vent on Twitter to preoccupy my time and let the steam off but when I look at her I just want to say fuck you. Ok enough of that time to conquer her. Still no success.  Sigh, why me? Uggggh!  At this point my body is broke down I literally only have pain on the right side of my body. I am hungry.  Daddy said I made His dick hard from begging to eat.  At least I did something right.  He's not gonna make me suffer anymore and will train me with His own hands when I go up there this weekend.  I'm still going to be punished but I'm happy because I know Daddy will get it in. 
BLACK BITCH! Oh how I can't wait to have you all inside me.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Sad Little Puppy

i am feeling so blah right now.  2 days ago i was on top of the world now i am just here.  Things were a lot easier when my husband didn’t care one bit what i did or where i was going.  Now that he knows what i want he is acting like I-spy or some shit.  i just want to do me but i guess that is not what marriage is about. i didn’t think in a marriage i would be so sexually deprived. 
i want sooo much to just be with my Daddy and to be everything for Him. i don’t want Him to want for anything.  It kills me knowing that i cant be there at his call.  When Daddy told me He needed me i jumped on the highway to go see him.  i just wanted to suck and drain all the nut out and leave his scrotum empty.  i was mad at myself for not doing my training and caused myself to be on punishment.  Because i was on punishment i couldn’t sit on Daddy’s dick and get ALL His cum out.  If i had been a good girl i would have been able to take care of Him when He needed me but we both knew that if He was inside me i would have came and He could not go back on His word and let me off punishment.  i learned my lesson i won’t go off training again.  i’ve been holding this nut for days now and i can’t wait till this week is up.    Gosh i’m gonna fuck the shit out my toy, i swear i hope i don’t break it. 
Damn i wanted to cum this morning.  My husband got lucky, i was actually into him n wanted him to touch me. Why couldn’t he succeed and get this nut out (why did i even bother). i’m gonna hit that gym hard today. i’m gonna have to throw myself into my work to keep my mind of my pussy. (sigh) just writing this blog is making my pussy throb more and more. i'm still counting down the days.