Social media has made me not want to be connected to it anymore. Maybe I need to clean up some more. 

It's not the matter of it boy holding my attention, it just turns me off. 

But since I've really been trying to make an effort to be social....I don't know.

It's kinda like delete yourself and know one will even notice...HA 😕

I always wonder why some folks announce it. Maybe the thought of no one noticing would "rock" their brain.

I suppose...

Trust can be given for different things. "I trust you with...." or "I trust that you.....".

Can you trust someone and still have doubt? Is it fear? Is the mind playing tricks?

A question asked in regards to those I encounter on a routine basis. 

First sub space in 2015

What the cane used to do for me, biting now does. I am left in a state of euphoria.  Feel like I'm in a petal resting, while it slowly descends into still waters. Creating a ripple.

*I feel asleep with the phone in my hand*

Last night, I was so relaxed and calm. He  tended to me and I was in perfect peace. Tender kisses.

I've realized that when I try to move or squirm I'm expecting a harder bite or a pull that sends stronger sensations throughout my body. The nibbles that sting.

*becoming aroused*

It's like He has perfected the art of biting my body and I love it. The pain instantly makes me cry between by legs. 

I wail out for Him to please stop but at the same time I'm holding and cradling His head close to my skin. My hands on the back of His head as if He is in between my legs tasting me and my body is begging Him not to stop. My mouth is saying I can't take any more. Pleasure. All at once. 

..........

My body pressed against His. The perfect moment. The needed aftercare for an amazing experience. I could have melted into Him. His embrace. His love wrapped around me. Kisses. Then goodnight.