Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Quick task for Master

Slow day at work. Majority of the folks decided to stay home since it was snow outside today. Like always I am here. I am here at work bored and horny. Bored enough that I rant my sexual frustrations on Twitter but just a little. I even take a pic of my boobs while sitting at my desk to send to Master.
Master responds He likes. I ask if there is anything His slave can do for Him? Voila and there is. I have been waiting for days to perform a task and please Him.
As instructed a grab my BAG and run into the bathroom. I lubed up put my pink plug in my ass and sat down and held my bullet to my clit. I did everything Master told me to do. Damn I'm so horny I can feel the nut build up. This isn't going to take long. Damn the lights go out. I hate when that happens. Damn sensor lights I wave my hands in the air nothing happens so I get up open the stall door so they come back on and sit down. Now back to business. Mmmm. I lean my head on the wall...then Damn. Someone would come in the bathroom and try to come to the last stall that I am in.*sigh* I cut the bullet off."I'm in here", "oops sorry *giggles*" then she goes to one of the other five stalls that are open. Silly bitch.
I held the bullet to my clit leaned my head back and pushed while I grind down on my plug. I fell over foward with silent screams and moans..um I think they were silent.
SNAP! SNAP! SNAP! (Master just responded to the montage I sent Him. Good Bitch :D)
SNAP! SNAP! SNAP! I send the photos to Master loading His phone with pic after pic. Mmmm He will like that that was a big nut I let out. I even took a pic of me sucking on the plug. Yummy!
Back to my desk. Well what do you know almost time to go home.
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Just The Two Of U/us

So change of plans Master gave me an option and I wanted to go home. So home I went and I am glad because I have no idea what W/we would have done here.
Pulled out first thing in the morning flew up the road no traffic no cops good music. Now that is my kind of road trip.
I get home and I'm like damn I can't wear my cute shoes I have on. Unless I want to bust my ass on the icy ass sidewalks I have to put on some LOWER heels :( but safety first. Soon as I got out the car I was quick to change them when the snow hit my suede so I wasn't sad for too long.
Master said W/we were hitting the city He was taking me out to see the city no driving; catch the train like a New Yorker. Off W/we went, walking and talking to the subway. New York train system is so complex nothing like the Metro here. Metro is so tourist friendly. I would have got lost on NY subway if I attempted to ride by myself.
W/we rode, chatted, snuggled for what seemed like forever. I don't know what I was in a hurry for because soon as W/we came out the subway WHAM! it was cold as shit. Master showed me the heart of Manhattan. It felt so good walking with Him like that is where I belonged. Walking with an invisible leash. Paying attention for His hand gestures and direction without Him speaking a word. That made me feel like a good slave to not miss anything.
Master took me to get something to eat where I ate sushi for the first time. Yummy yummy yummy. Everything was good even the eel that Master fed me. I sat there stealing glimpses into His eyes eventhough I shouldn't have. And then W/we stared into each others eyes for what seemed like forever. His beautiful eyes :) That very moment gives me shivers whenever I think about it. Out of the whole day I had the most fun here bonding with him.
So of course like a little bird I couldn't eat all my food. I'm so damn wasteful smh. Well anyway back in the cold and off to the movie theatre to see the Green Hornet. W/we chilled before the movie started. He always make me smile with everything He says or does. Oh by the way great movie.
Late that evening I experienced yet another great; when Master undressed me. On the ride up I was imagining Him ripping the damn thing off of me. Instead He kissed me, stood me up, and S L O W L Y slid the negligee' down my skin. Mmmm. *slowly exhales*. While with Him I tried to make up for all the weeks that W/we were apart. I have been working out so my stamina has increased. My thighs weren't burning and I felt like I could keep going and going like an energizer bunny. Feeling Master's hands on my ass as He spanked me was sooo....let's just say I really needed that. Watching my ass jiggle after every hit made me smile and want more.
I was hungry to have Master's cock and balls in my mouth. Tasting Him as I let his nut fall from my mouth and run down over my breasts. I was even more hungry to taste the thick load Master put on the side of my face. The way He held my head down and painted my nose, cheek, and chin. I wished my tongue was long enough to wrap around and taste His nectar. Instead I used my hand and tasted Yummy.
Bent the Fuck over I felt Master training my ass stretching her out. Damn I got sore too fast haven't been training my ass all week:( only liquid training. I got to do better stop running. I know if Master had tied me down I would have took it all. No excuses.
I don't even remember how many times W/we came. I didn't want to stop but I had to force myself to take a nap so I wouldn't be tired coming back down the highway.
As always I NEVER want to leave. I was trying to hold off from giving Master a kiss goodbye so that I could squeeze a couple more minutes out of the visit. That didn't work.
Looking at the calendar I want to see Master ASAP or when ever He says its okay.*sighs* schedules schedules schedules
Til next time.
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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

4 More Days

Master is coming!  Yay!  Can't wait just 4 more days.  There really isn't anything to do in Baltimore but that is okay W/we will have a good time.  Laughs and more laughs always when W/we are together.  Memories to create.  Sitting here reading my text messages from yesterday and smiling that big Kool- Aid smile.  Damn I feel like doing a split.  Yeah that was random but that is how I feel. 
Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait.  Want to feel my ass burning from His smacks and pain from pins being snatched.  Show Master that His slut has been doing all of her training and to finally hear "Good bitch". 
See, hear, touch, smell, and taste Him.
And then fall asleep in His arms while listening for the Hummingbird.
4 more days and counting.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Sad face and tears

Why the fuck does Baltimore and New York have to be so far apart.
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Monday, January 17, 2011

Urolagnia and Urophagia

Those who enjoy UROLAGNIA may enjoy urinating on another person or persons, or being urinated upon. Some participants may drink the urine; this practice is known as UROPHAGIA, though UROPHAGIA refers to the consumption of urine regardless of whether the context is sexual. UROLAGNIA enthusiasts may participate in UROLAGNIA as part of a DOMINATION and submission scene, though not all sexual activity involving urine is so.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Urolagnia

Training 01/17/2011

Today I completed my daily training as I normally did.  Today's training tasted....salty.  Eventhough 'Na' is one of the major components in urine, today was the first day I really tasted it.  Still yellow, smh those vitamin B's.  Hmmm, I  just need to drink more water. 

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Liquid Training Part 2

The past week I have been on liquid training.  At first the thought of drinking urine or drinking my own urine wouldn't even have been in my head four months ago.  Now it has become a daily part of my day.  Morning, noon, and night, sometimes more.  I have become accustomed to the taste.  When I first started I looked in the cup and the liquid was dark yellow.  Damn Vitamin B, I'm used to mines being clear.  I put the cup to my mouth and took a whiff with my nose.  All I could smell were vitamins it didn't smell pissy.  I sipped and the taste was strong.  I gulped it back and made that lemon face.  You know the face when you just ate a bitter ass lemon.  Master always laugh at the silly faces I make.  The next morning I continued with my training.  By the end of the second and third day my tongue was accustomed to the taste.  I supposed the diet that Master has had me on has a lot to do with that.  Of course drinking plenty of water.  Throughout the week I instinctively completed my daily training every time I had the opportunity...err or every time I had to relieve myself.  It is routine now.  I'll be ready for the mouthful that Master will give when He sees me. 

Change of Plans

Soooo this weekend did not turn out the way that Master and I wanted.  First off Master postponed the gang bang because the men that responded were either fat, ugly, or old.  I'm glad He made that decision because if those guys would have came out I would have asked to be blindfolded so that my pussy wouldn't go dry from the sight of looking at them.
I was still supposed to go see Him but situations out of my control kept me stuck in bamma ass Bmore.  Ugh! So another weekend apart another weekend without Him.  Sucks that this is a three day weekend and I have to sit here for three whole days.  It sucks that I didn't even get a chance to see Him.  I swear if I had just five minutes to hold Him, kiss Him, smell Him, rub His feet then I would have been a happier slave.
I got texts from Ms. Petite wanting to see me; she makes me laugh.  That didn't work out either being that if I did make it to see Master Ms. Petite wasn't going to be there because of her schedule.  Got Damn this weekend was a big ass fail.
So of course like I always do when I get sad I turned to my therapy.  I hit Columbia and then Towson Mall.  YAY!!!  It's funny I only feel like shopping when I am in a funky mood any other time I stay away from it buy hey it helped.  I felt an instant fulfillment or high that I still  haven't come down from yet.  Just can't wait to show Master what I got.  I thought about sending some pics but I think I may just wait and model everything in person.
Next weekend I will get my chance to.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

6 days until....

So yesterday I looked at a sluts tumblr page from this weekend. She had another gang bang and a bukake. Her writings always get me wet. I layed there imagining myself in that situation and how I would perform. I sent Master a text if He still desires for me to have a gang bang or bukake. He said yes He would give me one.
Today Master text me my gang bang is this weekend. What! Wow! Already that was fast. I'm nervous. Excited but nervous. Whoa I hope I can withstand all the cocks that will be thrown my way. Opening all my holes. I really have to focus on my meditations. I need to work on my stamina hit the gym. I need my nails and feet done. Shit, so much to do in only a week. Damn I hope this snow don't throw my schedule off track. I was thinking bout getting my hair done. No point I'll just wrap it. It's really growing I'll eventually be cutting it. Too bad.
Anyways I have to be ob point make Master proud. I have no idea what to wear. Errr ummm or not I don't know. Shoes! Shoes! Shoes! I just need some sexy shoes. Damn why haven't I found those red pumps yet. I will ask Master what He wants even down to my polish color. I want to make Him pleased with everything that I do.*Sigh* The countdown begins.
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Sunday, January 9, 2011

Liquid Training

This bitch is a cum hungry piss guzzling slut.  Need I say more :)

Giving it 100

This week I worked on being a better slave.  Worked on giving 100% like when I started.  I had to be reminded of this by my Master.  Had to be reminded to control my emotions and not act out of jealousy.  I am improving.  Working on my schilling, mediating more, and I need to blog on a consistent basis.  I am still a work in progress and I am continuously working to completely fulfill His needs and to become a better slut.  Still training to be His freakenstein =)

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Getting Organized


Alright. Got a daily planner and a watch. I'm going to work on getting my life organized and support Breast Cancer while doing it.
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Sunday, January 2, 2011

Lost

When you lose all confidence, then what? What's next? How do you move forward?
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