The point I am at

When your personal life becomes so overwhelming, you can't focus in anything else. That is where I ave been the past few weeks. My smile is gone, my drive. I'm irritable don't feel like the bullshit. My friends want to talk about sex, I snap and say I have real life shit to worry about. Ticking bomb. Better yet a landmine; unseen then all of a sudden BOOM!!! I have been putting my patience to get use. Forever thankful. I know this can't last forever......