I feel like I wasted His time and His gas. Now because I did not listen to His instructions, I know that I did not give Him what He wanted. I feel like such a waste.
Everything was perfect. My ass was clean. Food was ready. I just don't know what my problem was.
I don't think I should ask for anything and I will just wait for His command. No sex, no masturbation, nothing. Unless I am told otherwise.