Session (something new)

Laying here in bed and I am sore. It is odd it feels as if the skin that rubs against my bone is hurting me, when I sit or when I move my thigh :)
As always I get mad at myself for running. Knowing good and well that after He is finished using me I want more.
Ms. Kitty took it all, I was really surprised when it all came about I never do know what to expect with Him.
Wow! My body felt so limp but if He wanted to use me more I would be ready. Having my pussy fisted for the first time was a painful and amazing experience. I remember feeling pain, hardness, and pressure.
Master told me to get in the tub kneel down. My first thought I thought He would push my head under the water but when I felt the lukewarm water I said to myself He is just washing me off. Silly me. That water went from warm to cold and each time He covered me with water it felt like it got colder. Master caned and spanked my cold wet ass. More water. It was so cold. Reminds me of a humiliating moment I never wrote about.
More stinging, nowhere to run just face the wall and endure it. Then Master stopped, I felt Him grab my hair and put it up in a ponytail so that it wouldn't get wet by the water. So sweet made me smile. After getting out of the tub I dried, I crawled to Master. He positioned me on the bed. Feeling the cane hit my damp skin was worst than it being hit under the cold water. My skin hurt so bad. Master caned my clit. When I control my breathing I always enjoy this type of pain.
The day would not be complete if Black Bitch didn't make an appearance. Stuffed to make my ass gape to His liking. Being used to His satisfaction.
Master allowed me to have multiple orgasms without fucking me. I was thankful to be used. Thankful to take all of His fist inside of me. Thankful for the pain I received.

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Punishment?

Splash! Feel the cold water hit my ass and run down my back and fall from my neck. Swish! I can always here the cane coming. Slap! Ahhh His hands feel so much better. Being spanked. Punished? It hurts so good.
The worst punishment is silence. Knowing Master is disappointed. Staring at my phone waiting. Growing up I always had a fear of balloons being popped and rubberbands popping my skin. My worst physical punishment increased my fear of rubberbands and keeps me mindful of talking back and making excuses.

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I knew this bullshit was going to happen. The water works when I get to work. Ugh I'll just blame it on yawning cause that makes my eyes water. As long as my face doesn't get swollen I should be good.

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What Ever

My feelings are so hurt. I just want to cry myself to sleep but I can't. That weak shit is just not in me. Times like this when I need to cry I cant even force a tear out makes no sense at all. This hurts so much it feels like my heart is about to beat right thru my chest. At first I thought I was being over emotional and caught up in my feelings. Then I realized I'm working with facts and it is what it is. Lesson learned.

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Hmm, I was called territorial and selfish by two different people. I guess poly is not for me.

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Liquid, Water, Wet (old post)

The moment that I have been waiting for. Months I wanted to taste all of Him to be covered in all of Him.
After working out went back to the room jumped in the shower and washed my hair. Got out, get dressed, ready to do my hair. Master went in the bathroom then came back out told His hungry slut to come here grabbed me by the hand and led me into the bathroom. Kneel down He said. Nervous not knowing what was about to happen.
Master got in the shower and I went back to drying my hair I had my eyes closed thinking about Him and still tasting Him on my tongue. Then His hand grabbed the dryer from me put it down. His hard wet body slamming against me. He enjoyed both of His holes. He slapped my ass and went back to His shower. I was there knelt on the edge of the bed. It was so unexpected. He surprised me and I didn't see it coming but I am always ready for Him. Still there on the edge of the bed ass wet pussy dripping. I felt used completely used. I thought about what just happened and smiled. Used.

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Re-plugged

It's been a while since I have been plugged while at work. That I have actually worn it for extensive hours. I missed it. Getting used to pinky all over again. I wore her all day through a meeting and through job training. I am excited to get to the point where I need to be. To the point that He wants me to be I know He has plans. I have to complete the goal

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