Saturday, March 19, 2011

Reflections of Your slave

Master You have assigned Your slave to write about her servitude, her aspirations, and goals as Your slave as well as her fears Master. 

Starting out Your slave was a little unsure what to expect even after all the readings and speaking to other slaves.  Your slave remembers her nervousness our first times together.  Not nervousness of being in Your presence but Nervous because she did not know what would come next, what does Master have in mind?  Your slave still does not know what to expect.  Your slave is humble to You.  Your slave never has and never will disrespect or embarrass You.  Master looking back at these past six months everyday Your slave looked forward to her tasks and training.  Your slave looks forward to receiving praise when she has completed a task for You and knowing that You were pleased. Your satisfaction is Your slaves satisfaction.  Your slave wants to please her Master every moment that she can.  Wanting to please whenever an opportunity arises Master.  Your slave can not imagine being under another Master.  Your slave, Your bitch, Your property, Your creation belongs to You and solely You.  Your slave is proud to be Yours.  Being under You, serving for You, pleasing You, and obeying You gives Your slave fulfillment, she feels compete.
As always Your slave aspires to do better; to be a better slave.  Your slave wants to continue to do her best and continue to knock down the walls of insecurity that she has.  Your slave is continuously growing and learning and is OPEN to TRY.  There are many things that Your slave is looking forward to doing.  Reading and looking at pics sparks Your slaves imagination and she shares with You her thoughts.
Being submissive feels like it comes naturally to Your slave.  It is who Your slave is from the time Your slave wakes up till the time Your slave goes to bed and some nights; even in her dreams. 
Master Your slave has two fears.  The first fear is of public humiliation.  However Your slave does want to experience public humiliation but Your slave just knows the first time she experiences this the fear and the adrenaline….Your slave can’t quite imagine it right now.  Your slave is sure that she will write an amazing blog once she does experiences it.  Your slaves second fear is not being Your slave anymore. 
Your slave has enjoyed being Your slave.  There has not been a moment that Your slave has disliked or has disagreed with what You have done.  Every moment has been pleasurable.  Or painful which Your slave enjoys just as much possibly MORE ;-)  Your slave wants to continue to grow with You and continue to test her Limits and push past them.  Your slave WANTS to be Your house slave to be there everyday to serve You.  Your slave knows Your DESIRES and she wants more than anything to be able to fulfill them Master.

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